Patience ain't really my thing

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We had a meeting yesterday with the couples group about the importance of Mass in our lives, individually and as a couple. It was a really nice meeting, it made us think why we go to church every Sunday and how important that is to us, how we don't even consider not going and how we really love to take R with us. Some of the other couples prefer to leave the children with someone while they go to church alone but it just doesn't make sense to us and R usually behaves really well in church. We'll see how that goes with two.

On the pregnancy front things are pretty much the same. I have no symptoms during the first trimester other than fatigue and sore breasts. I guess I'm lucky but sometimes I wish I had something more to show for it, you know what I mean? I look exactly the same (even the acne is gone!), I'm not sick or anything and sometimes I almost forget I'm pregnant. Ok, not really, but you get my point.

When I was waiting to start ttc and when I was ttc I always used to promise myself that once I did get pregnant I would enjoy every moment of it, I would never wish time to go by faster like I did with R, instead I would live it fully and savour every minute of it. I was wrong. I do want time to go by faster, at least until I see the heartbeat, or maybe until I start showing, or maybe until I start feeling the baby, but probably until it's born. Because that's just the way I am.