Lisbon Mama

A portuguese mom parenting two

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Mourning


I miscarried last night. There was blood, lots of bright red blood. And there were clots, and cramping. And tears. Mine and Zé Maria's.

And last night my Grandpa died in his sleep. He was 87.

8 Comments:

  • At 12:16 PM, Blogger Ana said…

    Michelle, can you please tell the girls so they don't worry about me.

     
  • At 3:48 PM, Blogger Lioness said…

    Oh my God Ana, I am so so sorry, so very sorry for everything, what horrible things to happen, I cannot believe this! I am here, reading, if you want to talk abt anything w someone who is more of a stranger and therefore holds no associations to anything or find yourself awake in the early hours w no-one you can ring and things to say email me and I'll send you my phone number, if you want to not talk it doesn't matter, I will be here regardless. Be kind to yourself right now, do what comes easiest. I am so angry now, so angry and so sad for your pain. Um grande, grande abraço para ti e para o Zé Maria, e força, linda. Nós estamos aqui.

     
  • At 1:25 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Ana,
    My heart is breaking for your terrible loss. The pain must be unbearable and I only wish I could cross the ocean to help you in some way...any way. I am there with you in spirit and will continue to pray for you. Many, many hugs! I'm so sorry. :(
    Cynthia

     
  • At 11:37 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Ana, I am so sorry and my heart breaks for you right now. You have been through so much in th elast year. Huge hugs and lots of prayers.
    Tina

     
  • At 1:58 PM, Blogger Lioness said…

    Hope against hope, fingers crossed for the ultrasound, a big kiss.

     
  • At 2:00 PM, Blogger Lioness said…

    (Tentei enviar um email com os meus números mas a página não abre, emaila-me ok? um abraço apertado.)

     
  • At 2:52 PM, Blogger sweetisu said…

    Dearest Ana,

    I'm so sorry for being so late in checking in with you. Am very very sorry that I was not here when you need it most. My heart is breaking for you and crying with you. Please email me if you would like to talk, about anything.

    Hugs & kisses

     
  • At 8:53 AM, Blogger JenP said…

    I just found your blog through the beautiful Lioness and wanted to pass along my condolences for your loss and for your grandfather. Hope you are doing ok and best wishes.

     

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