Things I worry about

When I saw the two lines yesterday (have not tested again yet) the thought of a re-growing mole didn't even cross my mind. I thougt I would be terrified but I wasn't. I remembered that possibility a few minutes later, while discussing with my husband what to do next.
There is an almost zero probability of the first mole regrowing and a very small probablity (although higher) of having a second one. This is even reduced by the fact that I had an ultrasound a week and half ago and everything was fine.
I am surprisingly calm about this, at least for now, but we have decided not to tell anyone until we have an ultrasound, which will be on the 4th of February.

This morning I googled "pregnancy + x-ray". You know, because of the x-ray R had last Monday. I am actually much more relieved now, can you believe it? They say if a woman has an x-ray while pregnant, the actual risk of fetus death or malformation is very low, especially if the x-ray is directed at another body part (limbs, chest, etc).
And I didn't even have an x-ray. I was behind a copper wall, holding R's hands. So this shouldn't be a problem, right?

I am not particularly worried about these two things, the mole and the x-ray, but I am absolutely terrified of all the other things that can happen. I desperately want this to work.